Opt Out

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What's waiting on the other side?
Why do I need to stay alive?
Not to thrive, simply to survive.
I think I'll opt out.

Is there something missing from my life?
Maybe so, everyone took a hike.
Hollowed out from the pain inside.
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!

Rock bottom's floor falling under my feet
I wish I'd kept the symptoms of my trauma more discreet
A darkened room, the sun's fading between the blinds
I have so many friends but I've never felt more alone in my life

On a couch coming clean about my thoughts
Frequent flights to the sight of my setbacks and things I've lost
It's all I can do to get my self through
I don't wanna be strong anymore
And my anxiety is too strong to be ignored.

(You're darkness will only get darker)

My brain fixated on the past, a loss so devastating
We all need something to hold on to
That's why I'm contemplating hanging from a rope
I'll be cold-slabbed, toe-tagged, body-bagged
Or dragged to the end of the line
I'll cut it close to the edge another time

Kicking rocks off the cliff
The point of no return
And if I call my bluff
In hell I'd always burn
Who would cry? Who would show at my wake?
Dressed in black with crocodile tears to mourn my mistake.

(I don't know anybody anymore)

What's waiting on the other side?
Why do I need to stay alive?
Not to thrive, simply to survive.
I think I'll opt out.

Is there something missing from my life?
Maybe so, everyone took a hike.
Hollowed out from the pain inside.
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!

Your younger self would be so disappointed in you
All the dreams he had, and things he wanted to do
You're about to murder that before his eyes
He cries as the last of his heroes dies.

Don't let the last of his heroes die.

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from CyberScream, released January 1, 2016

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