CyberScream

by CyberScream

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03:33
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03:27
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05:37
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03:50
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04:51

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released January 1, 2016

All music written and produced by Dane White. Recorded at Real Feel Recording in Casselberry, FL.

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Track Name: Pseudo
You work out and handle your business
Clocked in 90 hours a day
Post a picture with an enlightening message
But how you gonna pass the other hours away?

Cause you're the pseudo-motivation, you're nothing but a liar
Blindly caught up in hard work's illusion
Everybody's so cool in the day
But how can I believe

When you're showing me the good life disguised behind a screen
But really you're just cogs in the machine for someone else's dream
And you're the worst type of slaves, because you think you're free

You gotta need it more than you need air
And if you're thinking about sleep, brother don't you dare
Cause I only get one hour a night
Then I'm up at 2AM to get back in the fight

So you wake up, work out, hit the club, twist and shout
But according to you, you go all out
It's no joke you're so broke, I'm waiting for the end of this fucking phase

Cause you're confident and faithful in who you want to be
When everyone's so willingly content with mediocrity
And you're the worst type of slaves, because you think you're free.

Hard work is the meaning of life... HA! The defining purpose
You know all the right words to sell your book
But what the fuck have you done? If you had to put your
Money where your mouth is, called on the carpet
You would come up short, all the while you'd be telling me
How to solve all my problems with a fucking bench press

All of these goddamn bodybuilder IG PT just wastes of entrepreneurial shit, wouldn't know hard work if it came and bit them in the ass they Would. Not. Last.

Cause you're showing me the good life disguised behind a screen
But really you're just cogs in the machine for someone else's dream.
And you're the worst type of slaves, because you think you're free.
Track Name: Seizure
Trapped in my skin, I can't shake off the pain
No controlling my mind or changing its frame
I'm considering the task
Of driving a fist through that square of glass
Fragile Nerves, Shooting blanks
Short-Circuits inside, I feel like I'm seizing out
And I'd have to get better to DIE.

The scenes replay in my head
A million other things that I should have said
Everyday a new memory I have to forget
The weight is piling up, and I just wanna let
Go of everyone, flee the sun, and never be seen again
Cause the jolts are dancing on my veins
And I'm bouncing off the walls with the thought of

Disgust
(Shake it off!)
Disdain
(Shake it off!)
Helps me untie the knots inside my brain

Malaise
(Shake it off!)
Stressed out
(Shake it off!)
A million things to do but no desire to

Be Happy
(Shake it off!)
Anxiety
(Shake it off!)
Both holding me hostage, hair triggers pointed at me

Fear
(Shake it off!)
The Rage
(Shake it off!)
Every emotion there is has got me
Twitching and bitching and raging and fucking electrified!

Not a spec of light is showing so the danger must be growing
And I'm sensing a moment of foreboding
Because the effects of my anger are showing
And I do not want anyone around me to be knowing
That I have strongly considered mowing with the grisly reaper
YES!
Because the pain and the shame are digging deeper
And I am shaking with the cunning of a wild animal
or a terrifying creature
I just want to fade away into the ether
Choose life or death but the answer is neither
The heat inside is like a 110 degree fever
And I feel like I'm having a SEIZURE!
Track Name: Scars
We dread the night
And everyone you know is fighting
A battle you can't see

We wake and we mourn
Takes everything to face to door
Rest in peace, now go to war

Cause if you don't believe I have the scars to let you know
With every victory I swear I'm finding a new low
And if you don't believe I have the scars to let you know
And in the coming days my collection is sure to grow

These wounds when healed
Remind us that the past was real
And use our smiles to conceal
Not so simple
Cause the urge to break down is almost irresistible
But a passive sigh will do
Now I know the choice is mine
To take the medicine called time
I'd rather do anything than keep convincing the world that I'm fine

Cause if you don't believe I have the scars to let you know
With every victory I swear I'm finding a new low
And if you don't believe I have the scars to let you know
And in the coming days my collection is sure to grow

When hope is fleeting
in the never ending sorrow
I can't do this alone

And if I choose to show you
I run the risk of losing more
How much more?
Track Name: Opt Out
What's waiting on the other side?
Why do I need to stay alive?
Not to thrive, simply to survive.
I think I'll opt out.

Is there something missing from my life?
Maybe so, everyone took a hike.
Hollowed out from the pain inside.
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!

Rock bottom's floor falling under my feet
I wish I'd kept the symptoms of my trauma more discreet
A darkened room, the sun's fading between the blinds
I have so many friends but I've never felt more alone in my life

On a couch coming clean about my thoughts
Frequent flights to the sight of my setbacks and things I've lost
It's all I can do to get my self through
I don't wanna be strong anymore
And my anxiety is too strong to be ignored.

(You're darkness will only get darker)

My brain fixated on the past, a loss so devastating
We all need something to hold on to
That's why I'm contemplating hanging from a rope
I'll be cold-slabbed, toe-tagged, body-bagged
Or dragged to the end of the line
I'll cut it close to the edge another time

Kicking rocks off the cliff
The point of no return
And if I call my bluff
In hell I'd always burn
Who would cry? Who would show at my wake?
Dressed in black with crocodile tears to mourn my mistake.

(I don't know anybody anymore)

What's waiting on the other side?
Why do I need to stay alive?
Not to thrive, simply to survive.
I think I'll opt out.

Is there something missing from my life?
Maybe so, everyone took a hike.
Hollowed out from the pain inside.
I think I'll fucking OPT OUT!

Your younger self would be so disappointed in you
All the dreams he had, and things he wanted to do
You're about to murder that before his eyes
He cries as the last of his heroes dies.

Don't let the last of his heroes die.
Track Name: CyberScream
Step with me into the dark
Bear witness to a spectacle of modern art
Bleeding cuts, he grins, black nails dig in my skin
For Satan's symphony, his instrument of choice is me
To set the new sound free

Strumming through my heart strings
And the devil's making music on my veins
A conduit for feeling
So you'll remember this name I'll say

I Scream
(AHH!)
You Scream
(AHH!)
We all Scream
(AHH!)
For CyberScream

Hold your breath for the toxic winds of change
Top 40 in the morgue we will alter the face of the game
To the front we'll bring your fears, so shut your mouth and open your ears
Give a new taste to the human race, now step aside as we take our place
The voices of the Cyber Revolution

Strumming through my heart strings
And the devil's making music on my veins
A conduit for feeling
So you'll remember this name
And everything that you will hear
Was once a thought of mine
Feelings printed on my soul
I'll give them to you so this time
Maybe you'll feel something

Maybe you will feel something

And I'm on your side
This blessing in disguise
My burden for your pleasure a price
My conscience will surely buy
And I'm weeping for you
Cause I know what you're about to feel

Strumming through my heart strings
And the devil's making music on my veins
A conduit for feeling
So you'll remember this name
And everything that you have heard
Was once a thought of mine
Feelings printed on my soul
I'll give them to you so this time
I'll give them to you so this time
Maybe you'll feel something

I Scream
(AHH!)
You Scream
(AHH!)
We all Scream
(AHH!)
For CyberScream!